https://helpformartha.org/2019/07/26/who-was-he-for-me-many-situations-frightened-me-i-tried-crying-i-wanted-him-to-stop-to-end-it-twenty-first-fragment-of-marthas-book/
"Who was he for me? - ... Many situations frightened me... I tried crying... I wanted him to stop, to end it."- twenty first fragment of Martha's book.